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2008-04-14T12:05:00.000-07:00

The Contest - Preparation

2007-08-01T01:23:00.000-07:00

Welcome back. If you came here and don't know what lies ahead of you, you were simple unlucky and should run as far away as you can. If you came here and are aware of the nature of this contest, and still wanna participate, you are crazy. But maybe you will make up your mind soon enough.

If you decide to stay, you will endure a two week marathon of orgasm denial. You heard right. Once the event started, you will have no chance of an orgasm until the next 14 days. During this time you will have to do several tasks, which will enhance your frustration. Your stamina will vanish in no time.

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What you are still here? Good. At least for me...

The event will start on Saturday, August 12th 2006. There is some preparation work to do for you until the start. If you continue reading, there is no way back. After starting with the preparations, your little cock is mine until the end of the contest and you will only do what I allow you to do with it. Make your decision.

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Oh, only few candidates left. That's what I expected. Since you are one of them, you are now bound to my commands. You will perform as I expect you to, chicken out is not an option. Now it's time for the preparation. We will make your prostate work at full speed, we need your balls full of boiling cum you know.

Before you start with the "preparation", you should check if you have everything you need for the marathon. The following things are mandatory for some tasks, but I expect a little wanker like you has all of this at hand. If not, you can get them at your favourite shop, I recommend you to buy at EdenFantasys, since they have all the items you will need at once.

1.) Some kind of vibrating cock-stimulation, that can be worn under your pants. My slaves had good (or bad, that lies in the eye of the beholder *grin*) experiences with female clit stimulators attached to their cockhead. If you lack such a device, I suggest you get the vibrating dolphin from EdenFantasys:

2.) We covered your cock, but there are other areas that need attention. I guess you know what I am talking about. Right, some vibration egg that works inside your backdoor. If you don't have such a device, you should get one that can be controlled remotely and is usable under your daily outfit. Get whatever feels like doing the trick. I suggest you consider this one:

3.) Now don't lean back and think that these devices will do all the work for you. You are male and therefore born to wank. I'm a dom for many years now, and frustrating handjobs are my speciality. I had my slaves begging for release before, but what brings tears to their eyes is an extensive handjob with "Liquid V". It gives them this tingling sensation, holding them on the edge for as long as I want with little effort. Another nice use of this gel is using a little too much. In that case waves of hot and cold showers are waiting for the male genital, frustration granted. If you have something similar handy, you can use this as well for the marathon, but my suggestion is "Liquid V", since I know what it can do to my slaves:

You will also need lots of lube. If you don't have enough at home, use this opportunity to get one or two extra bottles. You will really need a lot, that's for sure.

4) Depending on your equipment at home and your purse you should also consider to get an prostate stimulator. Such an item will come in handy for some tasks. If you don't have it, check it out in the male section of EdenFantasys:

If necessary you can improvise with an normal anal dildo or vibrator.

5) Another item you should consider is the famous Fleshlite. If you cannot afford it, you must improvise during the contest. The Fleshlight is a tease toy that every slave should have in his possession. You will also find it in the male section:

6) Then there are some household items you should get before starting.

- A shot glass
- Several clothpins
- Shoe laces
- Icecubes
- A toothbrush
- A razor for shaving your balls
- Condoms
- A piece of paper for our contract
- A pen

7) A camera to shoot photos. A mobile-phone-cam is sufficient. This is not necessary but when you report your progress during the contest, sending some photos of your blue balls or other tasks would please me a lot.

Good, now to the preparation tasks. You know what items you require for the marathon. Get all you need and come back here. Don't dare to cheat! Toothpaste is not an arousal gel! Cheating on your mistress is not an option, otherwise your balls will not turn blue but black!

To get used to what lies ahead of you, you must not have an orgasm until you have all the equipment together. Play as much as you want with yourself, but don't cum! Keep that nasty goo inside of you. You will have your orgasms before the marathon, I can promise you that.

Once you have the required toys, I need you to have at least 10 orgasms until the start of the contest, with a minimum of 3 orgasms each day. You heard right, count them out loud. If you have your set of toys already, there will be more than 10 orgasms necessary, since your 3 orgasms each day session starts now! Make them as enjoyfull as you can, you will have a long time ahead without such pleasure. Why do I allow you so much orgasms? The answer is easy. Your prostate will realize it has to increase its work because the amount of your orgasms increase quickly during the preparation phase. It will think, wow, so many orgasms, lets adjust. How little does your prostate know... When it is working at full speed, producing all the cum that we will collect in your balls later, the marathon starts.

To enhance the effect, you should already start experimenting with your toys. Use them while having orgasms, so your mind links the orgasmic sensation to the new toys. This will make their use more effective later.

During the contest you must drink at least 2 bottles of water every day to keep the production of sperm at a high level. Starting this habbit of drinking 2 bootles of water a few days earlier will have a positive effect on your sperm production. Therefore I suggest you start now and get used to hydrate yourself.

So start your engines slaves. Enjoy your time while you can, the marathon will start sooner as you may like, August 12th is cumming closer! Check back from time to time, additional infos will be provided for your frustration.

The contest is over ... but there is no release for you!

2006-09-01T13:00:00.000-07:00

If you missed the live 2-week contest, shame on you. But you can still suffer if you want to, just go back to where everything started, the preparation of the contest. When you are ready to start 2 weeks of extreme teasing without the hope for release, begin the contest and stick to the timeframe.

Happy blue balls to all the slaves!

Interlude: Slave Jakobs performance

2006-08-27T09:54:00.000-07:00

I will be away for the next four days, but I want to tell you about the performance of slave Jakob before I leave. At the beginning he thought the contest is impossible to do. I proofed him wrong. Not only did a few others finish it successfully, he did so himself. I had him under permanent supervision by myself or people I trust completly, so he could not cheat. On Day 15 I didn't allow him to pick a release for himself, but decided what he should do. I selected number 2, which means even longer denial after being milked. He enjoyed the milking session of course, but struggled and begged for an orgasm only few hours later. I had to punish him for this greedy behaviour.

Thats why I secured him naked on a rack on saturday evening with a blindfold. He is still in this position and did only get released for the toilett and eating. During the last 24 hours I had his whole body licked by my only female slave. She had to lick every inch, except for his cock. Nipples and balls worked best for him, and I was afraid he would cum from this stimulation alone. Furtunately he didn't cum yet. I am away for the next four days, and decided to keep this procedure up, since slave Jakob and his teasing slave have both another week of holiday in front of them. The only chance for them to get out of this earlier is if he cums without her touching his cock. I wonder if they can do it.

Day 15 - Release

2006-08-26T01:00:00.000-07:00

Since you are still reading this, I guess you really survived the contest. Not bad. But I know congratulations are not what you are looking for, you are looking for relieve.

Since I am a good mistress, I will give you many possible ways to spurt your cum. Decide which one you prefer, other possibilities are not given. I put them in the order as I would like you to cum. Number 1 is my favourite option, number 10 is... well... ok, but not desireable. I am looking for 2 permanent online slaves to keep. If you wanna qualify you should select one of the better options to cum, this will increase your chances that I will keep you. No matter how you cum, write a detailed report afterwards and send them with documentation photos to my email address.

Possibilities to cum for you:

1) This is the best option for the most valueable slaves. If you perform this final task for cumming, and document it with photos, rest asured that I will keep you.
Wank yourself off in front of someone else you know well. Of course you will do nothing illegal like wanking in front of children or strangers you don't know. This is a crime and will not be tolerated! But you can call someone up and tell them about your situation. If you like, tell them about the contest or find some excuse why you have to cum in front of them. A lost bet always is a good excuse. The person must watch you while you are wanking and while you are cumming. No helping allowed.
There is one exclusion. This must be the first time this person sees you cumming. If you had a sexual encounter before which led to orgasm on your side, choose another person.
Best choices are good friends, mo matter if boys or girls. If you find a good excuse, they will help you, even if you doubt this at the moment. Try it and don't forget the photos.

2) If you are not man enough for option 1, here is another good one. Simply don't cum! Get the pleasure wand or another anal vibrator and massage all the cum you collected away. You know how to aim for the shot glass by now. Feel your orgasm dripping into nothingness. If you chose this option, you will have to beg me for an real orgasm daily. You don't know when I will allow you to cum, so be prepared. If i am mean, another two weeks of denial are waiting for you. Or maybe I will let you cum right away. But that is unlikely ;).

3) This option is only possible for singles, otherwise you would have to cheat on your girl. And cheating is not what good slaves do. If your partner allows sexual intercourse with other people, than it is ok. Lets look at the task:
You collected so much cum, why shouldn't you do with it what you want to do with it anyway? Blow it inside a girl. But it is not that easy. The girl must be a stranger to you. Meet her at a party or on the bus station or whereever you meet girls usually. Ask her out for a date or ask straight forward if she would like to suck you off. Whatever works for you. You are not allowed to cum outside of her. If it takes a few days before she blows you or let you fuck her, you are denied orgasm until then. Of course you cannot force her to do it. Don't do anything illegal! She must want to do it! Don't dare to do anything against her will, or you will find yourself in prison sooner as you can imagine!
So this is easy for you? No problem to get into a girls panties within minutes? Well, I haven't mentioned one basic rule yet. Don't find the best looking girl as usual, find the worst looking. If you like slim girls, try to get the fattest. If her size doesn't matter, get an old woman or whatever turns you off. This is for her fun, not for yours.

4) Have you ever been to a gay club? If you select this option, this will be your chance to check out such a location. Go to the toilets. No, don't lock yourself in, you have to perform this in front of the sink where everybody must pass by, when he goes to the toilet. Stroke at your favourite pace and if you want with your favourite toy. Cum hard, make it satisfying. And let your cum run down the sink. If you are lucky, noone sees you. If you are less lucky, you get caught. If you are unlucky, this person offers you help wanking. In this case you must allow him to jerk or suck you off.

5) Play a game of chance. This is only possible, if you live with another person you are not together with. If you live together with boys and girls, chose a girl. When she goes outside for a walk or shopping or whatever she will do today, ask her when she expects to be back. Once you are alone at home, take a look at the clock. Spend your time alone as you like, but keep your cloth on and your dick soft. Exactly 3 minutes before she told you she would be back, strip naked and through your clothes in your bath. No slip, no socks, nothing. You are completely naked. Go to her private room and start wanking. She might be late, and you have all the time you need. If not, have a good excuse for being i her room naked with a hard on. Give yourself the most pleasureable orgasm possible. Pull back your forskin when you shot your load and turn around 360°. You want to cover as much of the room with cum as possible. Once the orgasm passes, you have 2 options. Get dressed and leave the room in a mess, or clean the room and dress afterwards. Once you are clothes again, you are not allowed to clean the room. Do you dare? Of course I want a photo of the room and your performance.

6) Find 5 different girls who allow you to cum. You must ask them face to face. The question is easy and straight forward: "I haven't cum for two full weeks, please allow me to wank until I cum." If she answers with yes, you score one point. It doesn't matter who you ask. Ask the waitress in the restaurant, your secretary or your sister. If she asks you if she should help you with it, you answer no, and score one extra point.

7) You are already down at 7, it gets less and less interesting. Get the tightest bathing trunks you have. If you don't have a real tight one, buy one. You will go to a pool with many girls around. Watch them closely. Enjoy their sexy outfit, don't miss a chance to stare at their camal toes and delicious boobs. Let your fantasy wander and think about how they can make you cum. This allows you to stay hard most of the time. Walk around and show them you are hard through your tight bathing trunks. You need at least 3 different people approach you and make a comment about your wood. Girls earn you 2 points, guys 1 point. Once you reached 5 points, you are allowed to go into the water and spurt your load there. Don't get yourself caught wanking, or they might throw you out. In that case you have to restart at a different pool.

8) Fill your bathtube with cold water. Spice it up with at least 30 icecubes. If you don't have them ready, freeze some. Once your bathtube is full and freezin cold, get naked, make sure your cock is soft and go inside. Only your head is allowed to be outisde of the water. Feel the cold creeping in. Now stroke as you desire. Don't get out before you cum, or you will have to restart the same procedure later.

9) Ruin your orgasm to gay porn. It is that simple. Surf the web at least for 1 hour and watch all the gay porn you can find. If you stumble across some females, quickly look away and keep your eyes on the gay action. Keep on stroking while you do it. Select the dirties gay scene you can find and bookmark it. At the end of the hour, go to this bookmark and bring yourself to the edge, stay there for one minute starring at the gay action. After this minute, step over the edge with as few strokes as necessary and pull your hand away to ruin your orgasm. Let the cum dribble away while you keep looking at the gay scene.

10) This is the worst option designed for the biggest wimps. Look at the clock and write down the full hour. Wait as long as you desire. For each hour you wait, roll a dice and add the values together. For each photo you sent me during the contest, add one extra point. Decide, when you want to start. You have one full stroke for each point you get through photo submission and dice rolls. Get completely soft. Use some icecubs on your dick if necessary. Once you are soft, stay that way 5 minutes. Then stark stroking the way you can cum most easily. Stop after you spent all strokes aquired before. If you cum easily and have some strokes left, make it a full, pleasureable orgasm. If you spent all strokes and cum at the end, stop stroking and watch your orgasm dribble away. If you don't reach orgasm before your strokes are spent, you fall back to 0 strokes and have to collect points again, waiting hour after hour to get more dice rolls. Considering this, you should wait long enough for your first try.

Thats it for now! Remember to keep your balls full and spurt your cum as rarely as possible. This is the way a boy should live. Make sure to check back here regularly, this was only the first project of many!

Day 14 - The great final

2006-08-24T16:19:00.000-07:00

You are very close to the finish line, only one more day to surviving the contest! Don't worry if you didn't receive mail from me lately, I will go through all your mails on the weekend, enjoying your suffering. You will have to perform the final tasks today, tomorrow I will publish the instructions about how you are allowed to cum.

Morning Affirmation:
Recite 100 times: "So close but yet so far"

Tasks:
- I guess you want to enjoy the feeling of your blue balls as much as possible, before you are allowed release. At least I want to enjoy them, thats reason enough for severe edging. I want 20 edges during the day. In between you have to go soft between each edge. You can arrange your edges over the day, or in one turn if you prefer that. As always you will receive style points for risky public action or good use of toys.

- Call someone on the phone, it doesn't matter who it is, as long as this person never had an sexual encounter with you before. Talk to this person at least 10 minutes. During this 10 minutes, you will stroke your cock nonstop at a good speed. Don't make it slower than necessary, but not so fast that you cum. Don't stop. If the call ends too soon, call another person and try another 10 minutes.

- Give your balls a full blown massage with lots of lube. Squeeze them good.

- If you have a condom ready and some small but long rod, fuck your dick. I use chopsticks on my slaves. Put the condom over the chopstick (or whatever you use), and put some lube on it. When your cock is hard, which I expect it to be, insert the chopstick. Fuck you cock slowly with it. Let the chopsticks glide inside as far as it can be done without damaging your cock. Do you like that sensation. Once you are used to it, spice things up with a few drops of alcohol. Put them on the freshly fucked slit of your cockhead and rub them in with the chopsticks. Use as much as you are comfortable with, you shouldn't overdo it. A few drops should be enough. Do you still like the sensation? 15 minutes of this game should be enough.

- Once you are done, I want one last edge for today. You know I am a generous Princess, and since this is your last day, you are allowed to do some extra edges if you have some energie left.

- Before you go to sleep, apply lots of climatique cream on your cockhead and inside your asshole, put a condom over your cock, and secure it to avoid slipping it of. Happy dreams! You will find a list of ways to cum here tomorrow. The contest is not over at midnight of the last day, it is over when you did cum. There will be many different ways you are allowed to cum, so I guess every slave brave enough to survive this contest will find a good way for himself on the list. Can you imagine how this releasing orgasm will feel? How much will you risk for this orgasm, to earn extra brownie points? I am looking forward to your final quest for release!

Evening Affirmation:
Screm 100 times: "I want to cum, I want to cum, goddamn I wanna cum!!!"

Day 13 - Sex positions

2006-08-24T01:00:00.000-07:00

Wow, I am impressed, there are still some participants left. Only two more days, but I bet they will break you!

Today is fleshlight day. The fleshlight provides so much stimulation, it will be really hard for you to resist cumming. And you will stroke your cock a lot. Is it hard for you to pleasure a girl, because you cum too soon? This fleshlight feels so similar to a girl, that you will have the same problem today.

Morning Affirmation:
Recite 100 times: "I could spurt a gallon of cum out of my cock"

Tasks:
- This is not only a contest, but also a training for you. I want skilled slaves, no losers. Today we will train pleasuring a girl.

- Get your fleshlight. You will treat this artificial pussy like a real one, so be gentle. Start licking her. If you have no idea what a woman really likes, surf the net. There are plenty of good guides for bringing a girl to orgasm. Let your tongue do some magic on the clit and in the other important areas. When I let my slaves lick me, I will let them do it for several hours, but you should be fine with 15 minutes. But use these 15 minutes wisely, you want to get her a good orgasm. Don't touch yourself while licking her.

- Good, now we come to some finger fucking. Do her well. Explore every corner of her pussy. Can you imagine her moans? 10 minutes at least.

- Rate yourself. How good were your efforts? The better you judge yourself, the more lube you are allowed to use now. Apply it on the pussy.

- How many different sex-positions do you know? 3? 5? Well, you will need to come up with at least 10 different positions! Simulate these positions with the fleshlight. Try to fixate it for positions, where you have to be active, so you can fuck it without having to move it. If you do some riding stuff, where the girl does all the work on top of you, you can simulate that by moving the fleshlight of course. For each position, I want you to fuck the fleshlite 500 times. This will sum up to at least 5000 strokes. Noone said it will be easy.

Evening Affirmation:
Recite 100 times: "I will have a wet dream tonight"

Day 12 - Another public walk

2006-08-23T13:00:00.000-07:00

If you think your Princess is perfect, you are right. Unfortunately her computer is not and it screwed up the prepared tasks for today. It is too late for me to rewrite them, and I am quite busy today. Since I planed a public walk for you anyway, we will reuse older material that created problems for some slaves the first time. I hope you will do better today, you should be used to public exposure by now.

Morning Affirmation
Recite 100 times: "I cannot hold my cum any longer!"

Tasks
- Before you go outside for work or whatever you have to do in public, edge yourself 3 times with a pause of 5 minutes in between. Whenever you are outside your house or apartment, you must wear the vibrating balls in your ass. If they are to loud for work, you can turn them off when people are near. But don't remove them before you get home again! While you are outside, you have to edge 5 times in different locations. There are many possibilities. The sissy boys will chose their favorite public toilet, while more advanced slaves will do it at more risky places like behind bushes in the park or some other public hiding place. Bring your camera along and document your edging and the places where you do it. Same rules as always. If you cum, you lose.

- Once you are done and return at home, remove the vibrating balls and clean them up.

- Finger-fuck the Fleshlite if you have one for 10 whole minutes. Don't touch your cock while you do it.

- Sit down and write about your experiences today and send them along with your photos to my email address. The more details you add, the more I will be pleased. Also add the rating of your need to orgasm like you did before.

Evening Affirmations
Recite 100 times: "Wanking in public is so much fun!"

Day 11 - Virtual orgasm

2006-08-22T01:00:00.000-07:00

Have you ever tried meditation or some kind of relaxation program? If you are experienced in these fields, the tasks today will be easier for you, if not, you will learn a valuable skill today. It is called tactile stimulation. People use this with spiritual energy work. It doesn't matter if you believe in such things, the effects to your body will matter.

Morning Affirmation:
Recite 100 times: "Cumming feels fantastic!"

Tasks:
- Watch the following video of this lucky guy in his vacuum bed and imagine this is you. Feel his exposure and inability to move. The video is not full of action, but try to get a feeling for the environment.

- Good, now read the instructions carefully. Work on this for at least one hour if you are not familiar with tactile stimulation.

It is simple and quite similar to visualization. Lay flat on your bed and relax. If you don't know basic meditation stuff for relaxation, consult the internet. Once you are relaxed, try to feel your toe with your mind. If you cannot focus your attention on it, try to scratch it lightly and hold your attention on the tingling feeling afterwards. Try other locations on your body. Your elbow, your knee, whatever. Make sure your awareness is in the point of your body that you are working on. Now try to move this point of awareness. Can you feel a soft tingling?

This is a real quick crash course on this, usually you need a few days if you want to do energy work with it, but this is not our goal. Experiment with this sensation as long as you need to get used to it and produce it instantly. If it helps, imagine a feather touching you or some other object you are comfortable with.

- Once you are able to shift your body awareness in specific parts, and trained this skill as required, the fun can start. Lay down on your back, put your arms to the side of your body, and relax yourself again. Once you are done, create your favorite bondage scenario in your mind. You are completely helpless, like the guy in the video. Imagine you cannot move at all.

And than there is this hot babe approaching. Oh my god, she is so gorgeous. Firm breasts, full lips, simple a body to kill with. Make up your favorite dream girl. Than imagine how she torments you. How she slowly wraps her lips around your dick and works her tongue on your cockhead. Use your body awareness to follow every move. Feel the touch of your cock, her warm mouth sliding up and down. Let your fantasy do the work. Rock your hips to thrust deeper inside her. If you want, let her pussy do the magic on your cock. At the end, and this should last at least half an hour (if you are doing it right, you will never want to stop, believe me), image her make you cum. Her strokes get faster and faster until you reach the edge. She holds you there, and holds you, and finally she gives you this last necessary stroke to make you explode. A real great, full orgasm. Try to imagine the shivers that will give you. Enjoy!

- As I said, usually I train my slaves for a few days, before I let them do this. I will present a training program for this kind of game in a future project, at the moment we do not have enough time for long preparations. I hope it works well for you. Once you mastered tactile stimulation and body awareness shifting, you can create unbelievable results. I never saw a male have a real orgasm doing this, but I made myself cum a few times already without touching myself. You must not be afraid to cum, this requires much more training. So go along and experiment!

Evening Affirmation:
Recite 100 times: "A virtual orgasm is much better than a real one!"

Day 10 - The denial mantra

2006-08-21T13:00:00.000-07:00

As you might have realized, certain days are designed to filter out slaves with certain weaknesses. We had tests for pain threshold and public exposure for example. On Day 9 I tested another important qualification criteria - intelligence! I want slaves who serve me well, but have the brain to know what they are doing. We had many messy accidents yesterday, as I expected. For those of you who passed the test, this might seem ridiculous, but some slaves attached the vibrating dolphin to their cockhead, before they bond themselves. After enjoying the first few minutes, they realized there is no escape, and the dolphin did its work like magic. They came and spilled their worthless seed all over the place like teenager. Pathetic. So the group of participants has become smaller again.

I want to mention that I kicked another slave out today. After being as kind and submissive as a male should be for the first 8 days, he snapped out on Day 9. He just couldn't stand the pressure in his balls and blamed me for it. I don't disclose private mails, so I will spare you his curses. I only want to say, that he ended the mail with the threat, that when he should ever find me in real live, he will fuck my pussy until I scream. Well boys, if this is your fetish, I decided you should get some pussy fucking in your daily tasks.

Morning Affirmation:
Recite 100 time: "Her heaven is my hell."

Tasks:
- Just to make sure you don't forget - 2 litres of water daily!

- Today we will do a mantra. Think of a positive sentence you want to repeat, like you do each morning and evening. Express your gratitude towards me as good as you can. You will repeat this sentence 250 times. Each time you do, stroke your cock 10 times from tip to base and back. Full strokes as always. Don't cum, don't stop. Slow down if you have to, but never stop completely. If you have to stop completely, start at 0 and begin again.

- Once your mantra is done, hit the edge as often as you wish to, but not less than 5 times. We want your cum boiling, it is milking day again! You heared right. You will milk away your cum as you did on Day 4. I hope you know how to do it by now. This will leave you horny, and your balls will refill quickly. So get your anal vibrator and the shot glass. You know what I expect from you. Can you fill it this time?

- Once you are done and empty, no more touching for today. I allow you to sleep with you anal beads in your ass, if you want to. No matter if you decide to use the balls or not, apply a good amount of Climatique cream on your asshole. Don't be shy, cream it good and don't spare the first inches inside of the entrance.

- Oh yes, I almost forgot, you wanna see a pussy fucked? Here you go! And don't try this at home boys!

Evening Affirmation:
Recite 100 times: "My asshole buzzes like a swarm of bees!"

Day 9 - Selfbondage

2006-08-20T01:00:00.000-07:00

Day 9 will be the bondage day, I know some of you are into bondage and/or self bondage. Good for them, because this will be the primary task today.

Morning Affirmation:
Recite 100 time: "Bond and full of cum I please my Princess"

Tasks:
- Create 2 different setups of self bondage. As always, be creative to impress me. The following video will be a good inspiration.

If you didn't get permission on Day 8 to touch yourself today, you will get no stimulation. If someone granted you to touch yourself, you can use whatever vibrating toy you want for stimulation while suspended.

Create a timing device, I suggest a key in an icecube or something similar. If you are not familiar with self bondage, read up the safety instructions you will find on the net. You don't want to fuck it up, there are many reportet deaths through self bondage because people were too careless. I want my slaves to be clever enough to ensure their own safety.

Having that said, I want you to stay in the bondage situations for at least 30 minutes each time. If you are not allowed stimulation, this might be quite boring, but this is not my fault.

Don't forget to write a detailed report of your experiences, and send some photos of the setups you created.

Evening Affirmation:
Recite 100 times: "The touch of a feather could make me squirt my load"

Day 8 - Speedwanking

2006-08-18T13:00:00.000-07:00

We arrived at Day 8, so you survived the first half of the contest. I think it is getting interested now. I want every slave still following the contest to drop me a mail at donnas.denial@yahoo.de, so I get an overview on how many are left. Many of you failed already as expected. Will someone reach the end of the contest and earn the price of becoming my slave. Or will all of you fail?

Today will be another chance to prove yourself to me. Once again you will wank a lot, better get some lube ready.

Morning Affirmation:
Recite 100 times: "I am warmed up and ready for the second part"

Tasks:
- Are you horny? Good! Time for some speedwanking. Once again I prepared 5 videos for you. You will stroke your cock as often as requested while watching the video. If you come too close to cumming, stop and retry after resting for a while. You must not cum and you must finish before the video. For each video there is a special setup for wanking, as you will see. Can you stroke fast enough without cumming?

Don't risk making a mess. If you reach your limit and you cannot complete one task without cumming after trying 5 times, report your failure and feel sorry for yourself. This is sad, but better than cumming.

Video 1:
Stroke your cock while imagining what this girl can do to make you squirt. Stroke with a lot of lube 100 times. This is a little more than 1 stroke each second, just for warming up of course.

Video 2:
This time you will stroke 750 times, this is about as fast as before, but you will do it with your fleshlight. The fleshlight is merciless, so be aware of the edge.

Video 3:
Now we will increase the speed. 500 strokes, this equals about 2 strokes each second. When she spreads for you, imaging what you would do to her, if you could. Let the anal beads do their work while stroking with your fleshlight.

Video 4:
Leave the anal beads in place, while watching the next video. Fill the fleshlight with lots of lube. Pull back your foreskin and apply a good amount of your Climatique cream on your cockhead. Then start the stroking again. A little increase in speed yhould be possible, give me 750 strokes during the next video. Again, let imagination guide you when she shows you, what she can do with her ass muscles.

Video 5:
After that much training, it is time for the great finally. Do you like Kid Rock? Then turn up the volume! Put the dolphin on your balls and give me 800 strokes! Prove yourself to me. And don't even dare to spurt!

Enough for today, no more touching. How about tomorrow. Do you wanna touch yourself or do you wanna be denied any pleasure? I bet you want to stroke tomorrow! But you have to work for it. Create an account on a gay dating site. You heared right. You can sign up at gay.com, they have a free weekat the moment. This will be sufficient for the task. It must be a gay site, a straight dating site is not enough!

If you wanna touch yourself tomorrow, you have to ask for it. But don't ask me, ask them! If you find someone who tells you, that you are allowed to stroke yourself, you are allowed to do so tomorrow.

Of course you must not point them to this site and tell them about the contest, this would be too easy. Make up a good story, why you need to ask for stroking. Be creative! If you fail, no touching tomorrow!

Evening Affirmation:
Recite 100 times: "My cock is sore but begs for more"

Day 7 - Dance and swing

2006-08-18T01:00:00.000-07:00

So much stroking on day 6, so it is only logical to make day 7 a day without stroking. But why should this contest be logical? We will have a wanking day again!

The tasks today will be split in two parts. The first part will take place in front of your computer and is focused on your favourite past time - Stroking and edging! The second part will take place at a disco of your choice.

Morning Affirmation:
Recite 100 times: "Her orgasm is worth much more than mine"

Tasks:
You like to see woman cumming? I hope so, because you will during your first set of tasks. You will find 5 videos below. Stroke to each video. You know what kind of strokes, don't try to fool anyone! 1000 strokes for each video. If a video is not long enough for you to complete 1000 strokes, play it again until you spent all the strokes. If the video is not over at 1000, stroke more until the end.

You will see girls orgasm during the video. When they do, hit the edge, but don't dare to go past it! If they have more than one orgasm, this means more edges for you. If you have to watch a video twice, don't forget to edge again at the right places.

Video 1 - 1000 Strokes:

Video 2 - 1000 Strokes:

Video 3 - 1000 Strokes:

Video 4 - 1000 Strokes:

Video 5 - 1000 Strokes:

Good, now you are warm for tonight. It is Friday evening, and what are all good slaves doing on Friday evening? Pleasing their Princess, as on every other evening of course.

So here is your task:

- Select a disco of your choice. If you are daring, go where you can meet friends. If you are too afraid, select a disco where it is unlikely that anyone knows you. It is up to you, as long as there are many people and a dancefloor.

- There is another choice I give you. Select the anal beads for your ass or the vibrating dolphin for your cock. Whatever your choice is, put the device where it belongs and make sure it stays there before you go out.

- Your target for tonight is the dancefloor. Don't care about the buzzing of the devices, the music will be loud enough to cover the sounds. I don't care if you are a great dancer or a clown on the dancefloor. Shake that body around from one corner to the other. You are to shy for the dancefloor? No you are my slave and I tell you that you are not too shy. Spend at least an hour there. If you wanna flirt with someone, go ahead. But don't forget, wherever this flirt ends, no cumming!

- Special Chance: One of my slaves requested a chance to cum. I laughed at him of course. But after thinking a while, there is a chance for you to cum tonight. Forget the dolphin, forget the anal beads. If you are man enough to take the fleshlight with you and stroke yourself with it on the dancefloor, you are allowed to cum there. Of course there must be at least 5 girls on the dancefloor when you start. But to be honest, I don't think anyone is that desperate yet. No photos required, I will see you in the news flash tomorrow.

Evening Affirmation:
Recite 100 times: "I dance and swing but never cum"

Day 6 - Freestyle day

2006-08-17T01:00:00.000-07:00

I didn't find the time to answer your emails today, but who said you deserve that much attention from a Princess like me anyway. Keep your reports coming (and only the reports!), I will answer them in time.

Day 6 will be called the "Freestyle Day". Today you have the chance to realy impress me and prove you are worthy to be my slave. You will get a set of tasks to do, the way you do them, is up to you. Which one of you will be the most creative and daring? You can do it like a sissy at home, or like a real slave outside where you can get caught easily. Just to fuel your imagination, here are a few places to perform:

- Unlocked changing cubicles in shopping malls or swimming pools
- In the swimming pool
- Outside of the swimming pool
- On the trampoline of the swimming pool
- In the woods
- In a phone booth
- On a public transport vehicle
- Under your desk at work
- On the beach
- If you are living together with someone and this person is at home, do it without locked doors in a place where they may pass by
- In a public photo booth (send me the photos)
- ... or wherever your imagination leads you

Also be creative about the way you do it. You can simple edge by wanking, but why not create a self-bondage device which allows you to edge? Or use as many toys as you have for reaching the edge. As I said, be creative. Proof yourself to me.

Morning affirmations:
Recite 100 times: "I am grateful for my training"

Tasks:
- Think about creative ways and places, where you can perform for me. Afterwards you will do the following tasks there.

- At least 10.000 Strokes (split them up on as many places you wish)

- At least 5 edges (you can do more if you want, but at least in 5 different places)

- Include at least one device in your ass in one of the scenarios

- Take pictures of the tasks and places where you perform

- If you want to do one edge at home, do it while staring in the eyes of this woman while stroking along.

- As always, I expect a detailed report of your tasks.

Evening Affirmation:
Recite 100 times: "Please Princess, let me cum, I will do anything for you"

Day 5 - Pain and CBT

2006-08-16T01:00:00.000-07:00

What, your dick is begging for attention again? You milked yourself yesterday! No need for stroking today. Instead we will test other abilities, like your pain threshold. I prefer to torment my slaves with denial, but what would life be without pain? Lets see what you are capable of.

Don't mistake pain for damage. I want to hurt you, not damage you. So stop before you risk any permanent damage. What good is a dick that stays soft? How should such a dick be teased?

Morning Affirmation
Recite 100 times: "I can endure whatever my princess wants me to endure".

Tasks
- Get the necessary items: several clothpins; shoelaces; icecubes; a towel; a bottle; and of course your camera

- Write down what you were able to endure. I expect a report in my mailbox this evening. If you are too weak for one task, this is a big minus on your list. So better bite your teeth together and get moving.

- Lets start with some cooling. Get the icecubes and rub your balls with it for 2 minutes. Now try them on your asshole. How long can you keep an icecube on the entrance? Well, actually this is not the real question. The real question is how long can you keep three of them INSIDE your ass. Insert them one by one. Can you keep them there for a whole minute?

- Ok, keep the icecubes near by and get the clothpins. Lets start with your nipples. Cool them with the cubes to make them stiff. Then place the first two clothpins there. Keep them there. Now to your balls. Choose the place where to apply the clothpins for yourself. I mean the 10 places. Attach 10 clothpins on your balls and take a picture of the result. Stroke your cock 100 times. Finally I want to see two clothpins on your foreskin. Keep them there for 5 minutes before you remove all the clothpins. Mission accomplished. Easy, wasn't it?

- Now it is weightlifting time. Take the shoelace and wrap it aroung your balls a few times and tie it down. You should leave a few inches tangling between your feet. Tie the loose end to the head of the bottle. Let the bottle tangle between your legs. Fill it with water as long as you can stand it. How many liters can you lift with your balls. Of course I want a picture of your record. I want the best result you can get, but don't tear your balls off!

- If you completed ALL the tasks above, I allow you to wank your cock for the next 10 minutes. After that, no touching until tomorrow. If you failed one of the tasks, no touching at all until tomorrow.

Evening Affirmation
Recite 100 times: "Strokes. Fast and satisfying strokes!"

Interlude: The milking of slave Jakob

2006-08-15T03:02:00.000-07:00

Slave Jakob is on denial day 6, because he "earned" 2 extra days at the beginning for bad behaviour. Today I performed the milking for him. I hope you enjoyed your milking as much as he did.

I bound him securly to one of my bondage devices. He was standing with legs spread, his hands were secured over his head. His cock was rock hard, as it is most of the day when I am around and he is not in chastity. I blindfolded and gagged him and caressed his body and especially his sensitive nipples until he squirmed. Afterwards I gave his balls a good massage while flicking my tongue over his cock. Once I decided he was ready for milking, I lubed my middle finger and probed his ass. Jakob is used to milking, so we had no problems here.

Usually I don't stimulate my slaves during the milking process, but his thick cock was so gorgeous, that I had to take it between my lips. I located his prostate and massaged it gently, while sucking his cock even slower, in and out of my warm mouth. It took my only about 3 minutes until the first drops of cum started to rise. I knew how close he was to cumming and afterwards he told me, that he was on the edge all the time, while I had my finger up his ass. His desire made me so wet and horny, that I had to take care of my pussy with my free hand. I planned to perform the milking for at least one hour, since I was that horny, we almost reached two hours. During this period of time I milked jakob completly empty. The most difficult part for me was to avoid driving him over the edge while I was cumming myself. And I came four times in these 2 hours.

Once we were done, I removed the gag and listened to the desperate moans of jakob. After a few minutes I silenced him with a long french kiss. There was one thing he didn't know. When I milked him dry, I collected all the cum in my mouth. When I kissed him he recieved the whole load of cum and spit I collected. He was trained long enough that he know that I expected him to swallow. So he did.

His balls are empty now, but I know he is even hornier than before. Milking is such a nice tool!

Day 4 - Milking the prostate

2006-08-15T01:00:00.000-07:00

You reached day 4, but don't be too proud about it. You are still at the very beginning. You have no idea of what lies ahead of you. Today will be your first milking session. Not necessary, since your balls are only filled lightly. But I want you to get used to the milking procedure.

Morning Affirmations:
Recite 100 times: "Princess Donna is my goddess and I collect my cum for her"

Tasks:
- Since we wanna milk you today, the tasks are focused on sperm production. Start slow with 200 worship strokes for your princess.

- Get your fleshlite if you have on. Otherwise use your hands for stroking. I want you to use lots of lube to make it as slippery as possible. I guess your cock is already throbbing with energy. Go ahead and stroke it. You will do 5000 strokes before your milking. You didn't misread, there are 3 zeros behind the 5. I want you to edge in between as often as possible. Make it real hard for you to resist. But never give in! You must not cum. Otherwise you lost the contest and must leave. And that would make me really angry!
While you wank along, you can watch how this slave is treated. This is not my video, but I like to create similar setups with my slaves.

- You are done with your 5000 strokes? Good, rest for a few minutes. Massage your dick and balls with lube, but do it gently. Once you are ready, get your pleasure wand and the shot glass. If you do not have one, get an normal anal vibrator instead. Use some lube and go to work. Insert the vibrating wand and locate your prostate. When you feel like cumming, you found what you are looking for. Push down (in the direction of your stomach) and massage it in circles. Feels great, doesn't it? Don't even think about touching your cock while massaging your prostate. Your only pleasure comes from your ass now. Once you found the right technique, you will feel the cum rising in your dick.

If you need further instructions, take a look at this website about prostate milking.

You can help yourself if you kneel down and bent over. Place the shot glass under your cock and aim well. Don't spill a single drop of the drained cum. Take a look at the clock. You must not stop before the shot glass is full, or before 60 minutes are up. If you can not fill it in 60 minutes, this is ok, just stop and clean the toys. Take a photo of the glass. Afterwards inhale the smell of your goo. How does it smell? Wouldn't it have been better if it stayed in your balls? Remember this smell when you want to cum next time and rethink your choice. To make sure you don't forget how terrible this goo is, take all of it in your mouth. I want you to gargle with it for 2 minutes. Take a photo of your cum filled mouth. Afterwards swallow it all. Good, no more touching today. If you need, you are allowed to use a chastity device tonight to avoid an accident you would regret.

Evening Affirmation
Recite 100 times: "My balls ache with desire and my cock leaks cum"

Day 3 - Edging in public

2006-08-14T01:00:00.000-07:00

The first day of the week. What better day is there to deny a slave his pleasure. If you have to go to work or school today, this is perfect. Otherwise you are required to find other activities which you can perform in public like going shopping or visit some gallery.

Morning Affirmation
Recite 100 times: "Spurting cum is my greatest pleasure"

Tasks
- Before you go outside for work or whatever you have to do in public, edge yourself 3 times with a pause of 5 minutes in between. Whenever you are outside your house or apartment, you must wear the vibrating balls in your ass. If they are to loud for work, you can turn them off when people are near. But don't remove them before you get home again! While you are outside, you have to edge 5 times in different locations. There are many possibilities. The sissy boys will chose their favorite public toilet, while more advanced slaves will do it at more risky places like behind bushes in the park or some other public hiding place. Bring your camera along and document your edging and the places where you do it. Same rules as always. If you cum, you lose.

- Once you are done and return at home, remove the vibrating balls and clean them up.

- Finger-fuck the Fleshlite if you have one for 10 whole minutes. Don't touch your cock while you do it.

- Sit down and write about your experiences today and send them along with your photos to my email address. The more details you add, the more I will be pleased. Also add the rating of your need to orgasm like you did before.

Evening Affirmations
Recite 100 times: "Cum, sweet hot cum, boiling in my balls"

Day 2 - The fleshlite

2006-08-13T01:00:00.000-07:00

I hope you slept well, while your dick stayed awake and horny.

Morning Affirmations:
Recite 100 times: "My balls are full and heavy"

Tasks:
- Don't forget to drink your water. This is the last time I will remember you, from now on you will do it automatically every day.

- You haven't touched your dick today, since I didn't allow you to touch it. Time for some pleasure. Get the Fleshlite you bought. Look at the nicely shaped vagina. Wouldn't it feel great. What do you want to do with it? Right, go ahead. Lick it for 10 minutes like a pussy should be licked. Take care of every inch with your tongue. If you couldn't buy the Fleshlite, use some similar shaped fruit or something else.

- Once you are done, you are allowed to touch your dick. Get the shoelace you prepared and wrap it aroung the base of your dick including your balls and tie it together. Now apply a bit of the "climatique" cream on your exposed cockhead. Afterwards tie the vibrating dolphin to it, so it vibrates on the backside of your cockhead. Down on your knees and think about your princess. Think about what you want to do for her, because she is so kind to allow you stimulation. If you should ever get too close to cumming, stop the vibration. Don't cum. no mattter whatever should happen. Stay on your knees for 10 minutes.

- Back to the Fleshlite. Since I am in a giving mood, you are allowed to stroke yourself with it. 3 full strokes! Enjoy those strokes, fucking a pussy 3 times is more than I should allow you anyway. If you don't have a fleshlite, no strokes for you!

- Cool down, the rest of the tasks should be done later.

- Welcome back, hope you start to feel your balls are filling up. No big deal, the real suffering will not start before day 8 or 9. Get the lube. Since you licked your fake fleshlite pussy so obedient, I think I can let you do some stroking with it. Apply lots of lube, so that it gets real slippery. I know you like that. Now give me 1000 strokes. No cumming of course! If you need to take a break, take a break. Make them nice full strokes, you know I like them. While fucking the Fleshlite, watch this video over and over again:

When you are done, clean it up and lick it again for 10 minutes. You know it is better to give than to take. Let the fleshlite feel your passion.

- Before you go to bed, apply a good amount of "climatique" cream. Apply it thicker than this morning. Afterwards put a condom over your dick and tie it down at the base with a shoe lace. This will be the last time you touch your dick today.

Evening Affirmation
Recite 100 times: "My dick is hard as steel and I need to cum immediately".

Day 1 - Getting warmed up

2006-08-12T01:00:00.000-07:00

This is the first day of our denial contest. Well, YOUR denial contest to be correct. I expect you to be ready. You went through a few days of pleasure, more than any slave should be allowed to have. You were allowed to cum at least 3 times each day, your prostate is working at full speed now. What a naughty, unworthy time this was. But don't be afraid, we will stop this right away. You will not touch your little dick unless I allow you to do so.

We will start slow, since this is our first day... hehe, you wish ;). We will start full power and increase it over time until you break! I will make you cry for relieve.

Lets start with the contract. Get the piece of paper and the pen you prepared. Write on it in big letters:

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Contract:

I, slave (insert your name here), belong to Princess Donna from now on. Only she can allow me to cum, I cannot cum without her permission. My dick is hers to command!
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Sign this piece of paper and take a photograph of it. If you are single and live alone, hang it over your bed so you will never forget it. If you have other people around you to consider, put it in a good hiding place, where you can fetch it easily when you feel you are losing control. This document will always remind you that it was your choice to start this content. Once you signed it, you are bound to the rules of the contest, and must not cum, no matter how hard it will be at times.

So much for the first steps. Now we come to your daily tasks. There will be three parts each day. Morning affirmations, tasks for the day, and evening affirmations. You will recite the morning and evening affirmations aloud one hundret times each day. You can also recite them while doing the tasks. One task that must be done daily is drinking 2 litres of water. This helps producing more and more sperm during the contest.

Ok, get ready, here we go. Since this is a day of the weekend, you will have more time and therefore more tasks to do:

Morning Affirmation
Recite 100 times aloud: "I am the slave of Princess Donna and will deny myself for her!"

Tasks
- Take a photo of your balls to remember what they looked like when they were empty. Just in case you forget this look over time.

- Drink 2 litres of water during the day

- You are used to wanking, so we can start with quite some speed without risking messy accidents. You need to stroke your dick 2000 times without stopping. Select your speed as necessary to prevent yourself from cumming. You must not stop. If you have to stop to prevent a messy disaster, you must restart the task later at a count of 0. If you should cum, you lost the contest on your first day and should leave in shame.

One note about wanking. When I say wank, I do not mean "tender fondling" or "short micro strokies". When I say wank, I mean hard and full strokes from tip to base and back with a firm grip. Don't spare your cockhead on the upstroke and slam your hand into your belly on the downstroke. Stroking a cock must be powerfull and effective. I don't tell you to stroke your cock because I am feeling funny, but because I want to fill your balls.

- You will also have your first "walk". When I talk about walking I mean a nice walk with a duration of at least 30 minutes in your neightborhood. But how much fun would a walk be without some special teasing. Get your vibrating butt-balls and insert them into your ass. Use as much lube as necessary if you are too tight. We will get rid of this over the next days, when you get used to anal stimulation. Store the remote control somewhere inside your trousers, where you cannot turn it off without being obvious about it. This will prevent you from stopping the vibrations in public. Simple because there will be no need to stop them. Additionaly use the dolphin on your balls. Make sure it doesn't get out of place during the walk.

The walk must take at least 30 minutes. If you want you can ride the tram or a similar public transport vehicle for a part of the time. Once you get home, remove the butt-balls and clean them. We will use them during the next days again.

- Since you already stroked 2000 times, you should prove your stamina again. The same rules apply as before. Only this time you should use a huge amount of lube, to make it extra slippery. 2000 times again. While you stroke, watch the following video over and over:

- After you are done, you will edge yourself 5 times. Stop before you reach the pleasureable point of no return. Think about the exciting feeling an orgasm would give you. When you stop you should recite 10 times your morning affirmation: "I am the slave of Princess Donna and will deny myself for her!

- Afterwards sit down and write me a letter. Write about how you experienced your day and how huge is your need to cum. Additionally you should rank your need from 1 (no need to cum) to 10 (I will explode from the touch of a feather). Send this letter to my email address "donnas.denial@yahoo.de". Include the photos you made earlier if this is possible for you.
- You have to sleep naked tonight. No matter how horny you get, you must not touch your cock until tomorrow. If you need to pee, sit down. If you have a chastity device, you are allowed to use it during this night.

Evening Affirmations
Recite 100 times aloud: "I am horny and I want to rub my tiny dick!". Of course you only recite this, you will not be allowed to do it!

Future Projects

2006-08-11T01:00:00.000-07:00

Fellow slaves, the orgasm denial contast has just started, but I am already thinking about future projects. I want to create an online platform for orgasm control. A platform where you can register and earn points for certain tasks. These points can be traded for orgasms later. Or the tasks of one month will define the amount of orgasms for the next month. There will also be special trainings you can sign up for, similar to the orgasm denial contest. There could be a training for chastity, tease and denial, pain threshold, humiliation, and so on.

These are all just ideas I want to make reality. I want this platform to be freely available for everybody. No slave should miss his chance to get humiliated and denied. Since I have to find a way to cover my expenses for this platform, I will present one of my sponsors here.

Punishment for slave Jakob

2006-08-10T09:12:00.000-07:00

I told you about my slave, who will participate in the contest under my supervision. I will call him Jakob from now, although this is just a pseudonym.

Jakob failed during my stamina test today. He started his prostate training three days ago and had 14 orgasms since the start. Today I bound him to a rack in my "playground" and wanked him off with a fleshlite. The rules were easy and a drained cock should have no troubles complying. He was not allowed to cum before stroke 2500. After 14 orgasms in only 3 days this cannot be a problem. Well, it was...

He came around stroke 2200. What a wimp. Of yourse I had to punish him with clothpins on his balls. But because I want to teach him a lesson anyway, I stopped his prostate training immediately and put him in his CB3000. He will stay in there until the contest starts. That way he has to hold his cum two days longer as planned. You see, failure will not be tolerated.

Enjoy your training, and don't forget to check back for the contest!

Supervised slave for the contest

2006-08-04T06:34:00.000-07:00

I showed one of my slaves what I planned for the contest recently and he thinks that no man can stand that much teasing without release. He expects that even he will have to surrender after at least 10 days.

Since I am aware that it is possible, I ordered him to request to get those 2 weeks holiday from his job, and this request was granted today. He will be under my permanent supervision 24 hours a day during the contest. He will perform the same tasks as the other participants. Only difference is, that I will do all the stroking and teasing for him. And because I know him very well, it will be especially frustrationg for him. A few extra strokes here and a few extra strokes there...

What impact does this have on you, you might ask. Well, since there is a supervised slave who must endure the torment, there is proof it can be done without going insane. So if you should fail, you are not worth being my slave and should look for some other mistress, who is more kind to you, wimp.

My plan is to keep 2 of the participants as online slaves. This contest is your chance to qualify. If you fail, you are disqualified immediately. So proof yourself to me, if you wanna be kept.

I will be away during the weekend, don't fool around! Do whatever is necessary to get ready for the contest, only 8 days left until it starts.

What lies ahead of you

2006-08-01T23:21:00.000-07:00

I shared this experience with one of the participants today, but I thought you should all get a taste of what lies ahead of you:

I know how strong the urges of my slaves can get. I once denied one of my real life slaves for quite some time while stroking him each day. He lived together with a roommate at a students home and he told me at the beginning of our relationship, that he cannot perform any tasks for me in his room or in front of his computer, because his roommate is there most of the time. I used this as a teasing instrument and told him after 10 days of constant teasing without cumming, that he may only cum when he is in his room with his roommate, and his roommate is there and awake. Otherwise he has to wait 10 more days before he is allowed to cum alone. I was sure that he has tempted, but I never expected him to wank himself of in front of his roommate. Little did I know back then. At day 16 he was kneeling at my feet begging me with tears in his eyes for any kind of orgasm, because he said he couldn't take it any longer. Of course I cannot give in to such requests, you boys need to get more control of yourself.

Well, the next day he called me on the phone and told me he had cum. First I was mad with anger, but than I realized he did nothing wrong. He really did finish himself of in front of his roommate. Bottom line is, that from this day on he had a single room at the students home.

This should illustrate what I am capable of. What will you do for an orgasm, once the contest is in progress?

Timeframe for the orgasm denial contest

2006-07-31T10:29:00.000-07:00

Welcome back my slaves! The timeframe for your torment has been set. The marathon will start in 12 days on saturday, but there will be some preparation you have to go through before. I will publish the details during the next days. There will be some tasks for you to do and a list of items you must fetch beforehand. If you want to participate in the marathon, the preparations are mandatory. So better check back in time.

I am a real life dom and I do this for my personal enjoyment. This means two things for you.

1) Participation is free for all you dirty little wankers. Your suffering is enough payment for me.
2) Since you pay with suffering and not with money, I will find ways to make you suffer a lot! Therefore there will be some whimps who don't survive the marathon and cum before I gave permission to do so. If you fail in such a pathetic way, I suggest you get out of my eyes and never come back. Whimps who cannot control their sticky mess as ordered will not be tolerated around me.

Now crawl back to where you came from but check back regularly. You don't want to miss the preparation.

Your worst nightmare

2006-07-29T05:10:00.000-07:00

Since you found your way to my place, I want to introduce me. My name is Princess Donna and I am your worst nightmare. I hava a hang for teasing and denial games and I'm especially good at them. Don't say I haven't warned you!

This is me in one of my "playing outfits":